Nightmare-Jackal

Dying The moon is gone. I am lost. What happened to the demon I loved? I've lost him in the shadows. And I gave him my heart and soul. Mentally I'm weak, But my heart was strong. In this confusion I try to understand. Did I do something wrong? Stupid? Or Selfish? I've lost my sight to the tears I weep. I want him to live and not hold him back. I want to reach for him but i cant find him. Reaching for him time after time. Pulling back nothing. I'm scared. Holding my tongue and my hands. Not to make things worse. Will I find him again? Will I find someone else? Will it be the same? Or forever changed? I know the